hello there!

hey hey sudah lama tak mengupdate ini belog sorry busy lately..life as deg student so different.There a lot of new things happen.I finish my 1st semester..and it wasn't easy, stress most of the time..but the result turn out to be okay..but i need to work really hard this 2nd semester to get a better result..yeah go go chaiyok to myself :) haha.. this semester my dad give me car!thanks baba :) finally kan? anyways im looking for condominium to rent ! university generates electricity is so expensive okay?i need to find a cheaper place to stay since i have my own car now..hopefully i can find a new place to stay A.S.A.P! okay i guess this is it for now..haha adios !:P

Waiting for September!

can't wait for september! guess what? i'll be a student again this september! .Sitting at home wasn't a good idea okay! i thought that maybe i should work but my dad kindda so"controlling"me.He doesn't allowed me to work.He said that i should rest for a month before continue my study this september.He also doesn't allowed me to chase my dream..That is study abroad at UK(he doesn't trust me living in a country that have night live) ...Right now i should be happy cause if he let me go i'll be studing at UK this september.Oh and guess what scholar closed!so i don't have any choice left so i decided to study at private universities in Malaysia!. Before making any of the decision of course i need to "selidik"dulu kan U mana yang terbaik untuk i.So i guess Uni*** is the best option for me right now.Diploma done and Hello Degree.For Diploma i take IT courses.For Degree i'll be Computer Science student .Im so excited to learn new things!... i really really don't like staying at home for too long it's killing me like hell kot~!.Nak study balik SERONOK!.Waiting for september oh i can't wait for that moment to come!! ..

cost living at UK per year memang tak mampu nak bayar!that's why i can't go right?

this is one of the offer letter from UK.:( and oh nama depan aku zai okey!

Sepahan Belong Saya

bersepah kan belog aku nih?yah i know right?im not a good writer .plus i really don't know to handle this so called belog.HAHA...i write what i need to write what's not tak perlu lah kan?.well as u guys can see i'm not really into updating my BELOG cause im really lazy to write plus again im not a good writer.Karangan hancur bagi lah kat aku meh aku buat !HAHA..Bila aku rasa perlu untuk menulis aku tulis.Rasa macam nak delete saje lah Belog ini .!:)

things that made me so happy ;)

handphone baru xsehebad korung kan??

tapi aq memng minat hp nie touchscreen hee

and design dy simple;)

jam baru saya hehe;)

and love the design;p

im so heppy to get new handphone;)

vivaz je pon but i really appriciate it;)

bapak aq nak belikan BLACKBERRY tapi aq xnak plak.

dloo aq ske lah skrg tidak lagi haha.

i love touchscreen device(ceh cos aq nga wat research sal touchscreen on my current issues project)

warne silver je cos warne pink tade haha ape2 jelah wei haha

then aritu shopping jam fossil;)

shopping zara,cotton on and pull and bear hehe;)

lama dah x dapat macam2 sekarang dh dapat rase sgt happy xde boyfie pn rase happy je.

sebab klo dapat shopping mmg aq tak heran laen bende dah haha.

kan ??girl like me are independant no boyfie but im happy with my life;) haha

imma shopaholic! if dah keje tataw lah camne aq spend kan??

sah sah duit gaji aq dispend ke bende merapu yg aq beli ,HAHA tak sabar nak bekerja;)

nak shopping banyak2 cam dalam cerita SHOPAHOLIC,hehe;p

menyampah and benci !

Sometime kaw buat aq menyampah ngan perangai kaw tu.Bagi kaw melawak tu biase,memang lah melawak sape tak suke kan??.Tapi jangan lah sampai buat aq terase,memang lah aq sensitip tapi kaw melawak pun agak agak lah tak payah lah nak memalukan aq.Maybe bagi kaw gurau tapi aq rase tu nak menjatuhkan aq.Tak tahu lah ape niat kaw kan tapi aq tak suke.aq dah banyak kali bagi tahu sepatutnya kaw paham.Tapi nampaknya kaw memang saje nak bagi aq malu kan??

Jangan tanya lah kenape aq dah lain sekarang,kaw yang buat aq camni.Kaw mule kan dulu.Aq nie dah tawar hati dah ngan kaw.Kalau kaw terbaca post nie mesti lah kaw kate aq BODOH kan tapi aq nak kaw tahu yang aq rase kaw MELAWAK terlebih.Aq TAK suke TAK suke.Kenape kaw suke buat camni kat aq??.Kalau kaw rase aq tak bergune kaw boleh pergi.Sebab aq dah penat ngan kaw.BTW thanks cos buat lawak aq mmg suke lawak yg menyakit en hati kan?;)

shout award cancel and focus on bad news now;(

semalam aq baru ingat nak pergi SO callled THE SHOUT AWARD lah kan,tetiba my mom called me and said:billa wan masuk hospital die demam terok,suara mama pulak sedih2 gitu.Baru nak ber enjoy-enjoy sakan dah plak wan sakit..aq dah lah kan dpt tiket vip then change tiket screamer plak,last2 tak pergi but tak apa lah kan maybe aq tak dapat pergi ade hikmahnye lagi pun wan sakit tak kan dy tengah bersakit sakit kt hospital aq lak pergi melompat lompat kat sane berenjoy sakan memang lah tak patot kan and lagi satu aq dengar SHOUT AWARD this year tak best pun byk problem macam mike tak function lah bagai,iyaz tak best la..haaa nasib tak pergi kan haha..tahun lepas aq dah pergi dah bukan besh mana pun setakat bawak SEAN KINGSTON gemok tu jer buat ape kan?haha this year iyaz! lagi lah sakai gile!cuba lah bawak JT ker best lah sikit kan?haha..

pape pun what ever lah aq tak pergi event nie aq tak kesah sangat sebab banyak event lain yang lagi best aq pernah pergi.By the way about my grandma kesian dy demam teruk sampai masuk hospital kejap lagi aq nak pergi melawat nenny aq kat hospital..okey lah got to go nak pergi siap dh bye;)

Final Xam ;(

final xam sekarang;P

paper rapat rapat cam siod jer weh!haha

btw sem depan is my last sem so hope to do THE BEST!

boleh tak tanak jadi student nyampah lah asyik xam je,hehe

BANYAK CHANTIK MUKE KAW! nie ayat yang akan mak bapak aq cakap if aq cakap kat mereke nie yang aq tak nak blaja!haha..

BTW GOOD LUCK to all of my friens out there yang sedang BERfinal xam;)

haish benci la xaM biler na sudah?

cepat lah PERGI!;p

what the fuck is wrong with me!

FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK!

DEM I HATE THESE!

I JUST HATE IT OKEY!

DUN ASK ME Y?

I JUST HATE IT!

YEAH IM ONE OF THOSE HATER!

SO WHUT I JUST HATE IT!

HATE HATE HATE HATE OKEY!!

URGHHHH I HATE THIS!

blog berhabuk!

hahaha da lme ta update blog..
so rini aq na ckp aq da update hahahaha

sorry if i ever came into ur life...

im sorry..if i knoe that i'll just a bunch of things that make ur life miserable..
then im so sorry..yes aq pengongkong!... yea aq mmg ske amek taw..n yes mmg aq mmg anoyying..yes smmgnye aq nh ta lyk jd kwn kaw..sp lh aq kn..aq mmg ta ptt tejmpe kaw n jd kwn kaw!aq mmg ske menggangu idop kaw..yea aq taw cr aq slh..tp aq na kaw taw lh kn yg aq syg kt kaw..aq ta pna sygs membe cmni..tp aq ta sgke lk kaw anggap aq nhe kongkong kaw..aq ta beniat cme aq wse aq perlu taw ..wse na tlg tapi kaw ta bg...dan aq plak jenis ta phm bhse kn..lg bende nhe jd cmni..yea dua dua mmg keras pale kott i guess~!..again im soorry..if i ever ever made u uncomfortable .im sorry..im sorry n i really2 do..n again i said i'll try not to push u like that animore n ask fer something that u dun want it to be ask!=(

burinknesss!!!!wargh............

so damn fuckin bored today..since da lme ta updating my blog..
im kinna wanna update it rite now..
today i've got nothing to do and say..im just lying in my bed n cry..
then i felt asleep then i woke up n see nothing change..
here i am sitting infront of my lappy updating my blog..
since this blog kinna BERHABOK!
again i said that im bored..and it's killing me!
help! help! kill this boredness n get the problem out of my head..!
im in critical mood..huhu=(

buhsan la..

haish buhsan kot rini tade ap na wt..herm...na g hospital wawa lk da balek.haha brue na bejln2 kot.huhu sha plak da balek agy r kn ta besh....uhuhu buhsan buhsan sgt! pd smue yg tlh merosak kn hidop aq n skrg na lk crik aq balek ta pyah la oke..aq ta perlu smue tuh...i'l be happy if u guy's stay away from me..out of my life oke..aq da oke so jgn kco2 aq agy oke..heee..n a wt pe rini e,unline jer r nmpknye..............

xam dan kemalsan.

yah yah xam just around de corner but me smkn mls..wtf lh kn..cmne nhe..

pleaz help me cannot be like this la..kne rajen..mid term ok..pentink...pointer mesty nek oke bell..

u must not b lazy k..jgn mls bell oke..np la mls sgt na bkk buku pn..dah la subject ssh this sem..

lg mau men lg mau mls ...somebody pleaz nekkn smgt stady aq..god help me!!!.huhuhuhuh

hangout wit them my sygs sygsness!

whu cute we oll lh kn sygs!heee

our fav thing to do blive me!

born 2 be styler haha

paparazi oll around us!heee

rawkstar babeyh!hehee

yah i knoe im short so wht>?haha

gurlfrens sygs!

my gile2 sygs

4 of us~

lov tht hat!

muncung2

heeee shopink lh i gues.ahha

cm artis kn?haha

the gossip girl

rawkstar babeyh!hee

pose lh kn

afte doin my rebond de next day me n my gurlfrens hangout..5 of us!.me,dida.sha,fafa n also tkay.!we were doin all de GILE GILE stuff together..yah i really loves 2 hang wif them..there no limit in crazeeness wit themm.!haha n we have some phootoshot..yaws gurlfrens u gals make me rawk tht day n cheer me up ! tenks 2 oll my sygs sygs!

people!

hey i wonder y lh kn?y oh y?i didn't do anything wrong but tell me if i did..then just tell me wht it is..?dun keep me guessing wht i did..at least tell me what the prob is?y ..hey just ignore me like tht?i dun knoe wht i did wrong..just tell me wht and so i knoe wht it is...people oh people y? ..people just can't be perfect and yes im not perfect!..so?at least pleaz understand tht it is me here..i am me..i did try to pleaz oll of u..but sometimes i make mistake! like u guys didn't?!hello im tryin 2 be better here so can u pleaz respect me?!huh god oh god pleaz tell me wht to do with oll this people!..i just dun understand them..hermm..ryte now i just wanna do my own stuff did't care about other animore!

2009 it's over n here comes 2010

2009 is over n here comes 2010..i still can't belive tht 2009 is over!gosh time move faster now..fuh 2009 pye wish or wht is called hajat lom agy tercapai apkn lg na ad azam brue..tp aq ad jer azm brue hehe ..azm brue aq searching...yeah seaching fer some1 whu could cheer me up...well since aq da lme single aq rse sunyi gk kekadunk tuh..i wanna feel de love again but this time i want to feel de real love !and i really mean it this time..dun wanna feel a fake dump love again ..dun want to hurt animore.i still have the hole in my heart but it's get better each n everyday..hopefully i'll find tht prince chanrming..if not i'll just be where i used 2! me appy single gal heee..tenks 2 my frens they cheer me up...when im feeling down they r here bside me..tenks a lot u guys..2009 bring a lot of tears n cheer fer me..fer de tears i'll 4get about it..n fer de cheers i be appy n grateful..yeah welkoming 2010 rtye now.hee..n also can't belive im 2oth now!gosh feel like old already..fuh not 9teen animore but 20th!not officially 20th but on 20th march is official im 20th but logically la im 20th now !wow need 2 change my attitude la im so like childish..my frens always said it!hee hopefuly this year everything gonna be great n fun also cheerful:)

eat+shishaing+cuci mate at andalus

we totally like kissing(fer real oke)

lov ya all gurlfrens!

me bell haa mke kusot kn?

the babes whu always makin me crazy heee
lov ya both!

haha a bit blur there!

muncong2.heee

im de photographer of this pix hee(semart kn?)xp

mkn2

me wif kkk meera tersygs!

wit jaja n tkay ku sygs lov lov.
(after mkn kyg la)

shisha oh shisha!

gurlfrens whu cheer up my life!

zoey sgt cute oke!

yeah again at andalus!ske sgt sgt sgt la lpk sn..u knoe y?cos byk jejake hawt lh yg tron sn..CUCI MATE lh kte kn law g sne..bkn tu aje mknn dy sdp n lpk tok shisha pn besh..mlm tu tanpe d rancg kk meera ajk g..sblm tu kne amek bjue kt hustel na stay over uma kk meera cos na lpk lme. balek late la kn..klau balek hustel kol late tentu nme nek pye so kk meera ngn bek atynye megajak kami sleepover kt uma dy..sblm g mandy siap pki bjue shantek cos phm2 jer r kn ..heee na kt kol 9 ktowg smpi..then sampi tros lpk ngn membe kk meera n kk niq smbg table 2 table la kn..aq nek mloo r kn ta bp knl membe mereke 2.So wt bodo jer r kn..then mkn2 la lapa sgt dh semue cm da kebulur haha..after tht kt situ try ceriakn kk niq yg sdg tension n not in de mood 2 have fun..ktowg bejye wt dy appy then ajk dy isap shisha cos dy ta pna mule2 dy kte:eeeii ta besh la wt pe ta fun pn..ktowg try gk pjok dy isap bkn na mengajr tp bkn isp rokok pn kn..so pjok2 dy pn cb bside dy cm buhsn 1st dy kte:erm ta rse ap pn..?then ktowg skp mmg la tp sdp en bau dy then try r sdot isp byk agy..after long time tryin isp shisha dy ske!smpi na balek tu dy ta puas2 na agy,,haha kn da skp best en kk niq?hee..pade hary yg sme lpk kt situ tejmpe zoey plk kn yg somel tu..na take pix nan dy..so swo lh si jaja talk ngn dy..kbtln frens jaja tu frens zoey gk lg lh sng en na take pix wit him heeee balek dlm kol 2.30 smpi uma kk meera kol 3 hee..ske mengiler ngn drg smue ..tht nite jaja,me,kk niq,kk meera,dida n tkay g andalus..sian tkah ta dpt ekot cos kete ta muat.heee fafa pn ta de.uhu..tp i have fun wit them..tenks gurlfrens fer makin me appy..n tenks alot 2 kk meera whu always take me here n there..tenks sgt oke!lov ya all gurlfrens!

rock the world 9.(rtw)

oll i've got 2 say is RTW 9 SUCK !...y? cos byk la hal dy en..haiya wt rugi rm27 aq tuh!.
but aq try gk na enjoy..yg ta sebp enjoy la.At 1st oke lh kn ta hujan smue.then tetbe hujan tgue lme kot..then bkn 1x jer hujan 3 till 4 times hujan kot..lagi r kn bengang!.mc lg lh kn tah ap2 mamble jer lby..postpone time r..sptt nyhe kol ....then perform kol ....haiya bengang r kn aq ckp..tade mud aq na mosh ker menari ker ap.mmg tade mud r..aq just dance gitu2 jer..well ap yg aq rse en nhe mybe la kn MAYBE MAYBE .last aq g rtw ..btol ckp my frens g gig yg ad function besh jer.tgk tyme ,place n not fer gettin weather at tht month..haha after this mybe la aq g gig yg kt club jer or tgk gig r! or mybe konsert international jer hahah..pix yg aq tgkp pn ta byk ...so my review on rtw9 cm kimak!

fight tht bitch

finally de day has come fer me t0 damp tht bitch!heee..well guest wht mmg trok la pergaduhan yg berlaku..smpi pggl parent lah..ap la smpi na bwk kes polis shit jer..bende kecik na pggl parent n report police..wtf la weyh.igt police na lyn kaw ker?daaa loser tol..!well pas jer azan isyak ktowg tros srg tht bitch well mmg kne sepak ngn aq pompan tu,...aq n membe aq sepak dy..pdn mke berani2 jer dy kn fitna2 aq n membe2 aq...haaa kn da kne..mmg saket blakunk dy doh kne.haa.then dy pggl mak dy dtg 1 family lh datang semue..ngn nenek2 skly..aduh yg ta bole blh la kn nnk then krg ajr ngn aq n membe aq..mmg la lg ktowg hangen..aduh.bapak dy aq respek la kn low profile smue..bpk dy keje buruh jer tp dy blgk ckp kt ktowg dy ank org loaded..penipu pye sundel da bykl dy tpoo aq duh...byk aq sabo tp mmg aq da hilang sabo tu yg dy kne tu..haa..but eventually afte long time chat wit her mum ktowg mengalh tp bkn kalh oke..aq d pihak yg benar so ap aq takot kn nme nek pn nek r kt kolej..aq ta peduly..tp aq puas la kn dpt sepak mnh tu..sha,najah,me n not 4get dida yg ta telbt hangen skly hee....ktowg settle kn lok2 ksi kool..but act byk g yg ktowg ta puas aty cos bitch 2 eko tu ta mo ngakoo lgsg siap sumpa dpn quran..heish brany men name tuhan..ta takot lgsg..hipokrit agy lak tu..mmg r bgst ..tp fine ktowg bg dy settle cos sian kt mom dy n ta na hul nhe berpanjangan..seperty kte sha KAMI BKN KALAH TP MENGALAH!.

anger+hate...total mad women i am..

hey wtf la i said..!y am i sayin this kinna word?daa..b'cos of that bitch.!siriously she makin my life miserable..sayin bad thing about me...things i didn't do..backbitting..give de wrong statement to other..well de truth is diffrent but she makin de statement beyond our mind 2 think about..yah i knoe im not a really good gurl..i always make mistake.i done oll de silly things.i've got oll de bad2 behavior tht a gurl shouldn't have n yah i did't pray but sometimes i did oke..u just dun knoe it bitch..u shouldn't judge me by de way i look..is wrong to even thinks n judge me like that.n y huh u r s0 wht i called 'BATAK' sgt huh?..eww i never copy cat u lh bitch!.u whu r de one! u always copycat me!.n pleazz la dun show off!i hate it when u do tht!u wear branded stuff..??daa..i can tell by de way u dress u not even a branded kind of gals!hahaha..can i say tht..y huh u were so jeles of me n my other gurl?y y?i really want to ask tht question..!huh im totally mad at this one chick whu she thinks she HAWT!not at oll oke!.y u accused me hugging ur boyfie,touching him..yucks...i never even tought of that oke..y in de world i wanna do that?ur boyfie is ugly ,blur,tuggul cm ape tah..huh!can't wait fer me n my other gurl to greet u home..n damn u! i will sepak2 u lempang2 u oke!u WAIT N SEE!