shout award cancel and focus on bad news now;(

semalam aq baru ingat nak pergi SO callled THE SHOUT AWARD lah kan,tetiba my mom called me and said:billa wan masuk hospital die demam terok,suara mama pulak sedih2 gitu.Baru nak ber enjoy-enjoy sakan dah plak wan sakit..aq dah lah kan dpt tiket vip then change tiket screamer plak,last2 tak pergi but tak apa lah kan maybe aq tak dapat pergi ade hikmahnye lagi pun wan sakit tak kan dy tengah bersakit sakit kt hospital aq lak pergi melompat lompat kat sane berenjoy sakan memang lah tak patot kan and lagi satu aq dengar SHOUT AWARD this year tak best pun byk problem macam mike tak function lah bagai,iyaz tak best la..haaa nasib tak pergi kan haha..tahun lepas aq dah pergi dah bukan besh mana pun setakat bawak SEAN KINGSTON gemok tu jer buat ape kan?haha this year iyaz! lagi lah sakai gile!cuba lah bawak JT ker best lah sikit kan?haha..

pape pun what ever lah aq tak pergi event nie aq tak kesah sangat sebab banyak event lain yang lagi best aq pernah pergi.By the way about my grandma kesian dy demam teruk sampai masuk hospital kejap lagi aq nak pergi melawat nenny aq kat hospital..okey lah got to go nak pergi siap dh bye;)

Final Xam ;(

final xam sekarang;P

paper rapat rapat cam siod jer weh!haha

btw sem depan is my last sem so hope to do THE BEST!

boleh tak tanak jadi student nyampah lah asyik xam je,hehe

BANYAK CHANTIK MUKE KAW! nie ayat yang akan mak bapak aq cakap if aq cakap kat mereke nie yang aq tak nak blaja!haha..

BTW GOOD LUCK to all of my friens out there yang sedang BERfinal xam;)

haish benci la xaM biler na sudah?

cepat lah PERGI!;p

what the fuck is wrong with me!

FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK,FUCK!

DEM I HATE THESE!

I JUST HATE IT OKEY!

DUN ASK ME Y?

I JUST HATE IT!

YEAH IM ONE OF THOSE HATER!

SO WHUT I JUST HATE IT!

HATE HATE HATE HATE OKEY!!

URGHHHH I HATE THIS!

blog berhabuk!

hahaha da lme ta update blog..
so rini aq na ckp aq da update hahahaha

sorry if i ever came into ur life...

im sorry..if i knoe that i'll just a bunch of things that make ur life miserable..
then im so sorry..yes aq pengongkong!... yea aq mmg ske amek taw..n yes mmg aq mmg anoyying..yes smmgnye aq nh ta lyk jd kwn kaw..sp lh aq kn..aq mmg ta ptt tejmpe kaw n jd kwn kaw!aq mmg ske menggangu idop kaw..yea aq taw cr aq slh..tp aq na kaw taw lh kn yg aq syg kt kaw..aq ta pna sygs membe cmni..tp aq ta sgke lk kaw anggap aq nhe kongkong kaw..aq ta beniat cme aq wse aq perlu taw ..wse na tlg tapi kaw ta bg...dan aq plak jenis ta phm bhse kn..lg bende nhe jd cmni..yea dua dua mmg keras pale kott i guess~!..again im soorry..if i ever ever made u uncomfortable .im sorry..im sorry n i really2 do..n again i said i'll try not to push u like that animore n ask fer something that u dun want it to be ask!=(

burinknesss!!!!wargh............

so damn fuckin bored today..since da lme ta updating my blog..
im kinna wanna update it rite now..
today i've got nothing to do and say..im just lying in my bed n cry..
then i felt asleep then i woke up n see nothing change..
here i am sitting infront of my lappy updating my blog..
since this blog kinna BERHABOK!
again i said that im bored..and it's killing me!
help! help! kill this boredness n get the problem out of my head..!
im in critical mood..huhu=(

buhsan la..

haish buhsan kot rini tade ap na wt..herm...na g hospital wawa lk da balek.haha brue na bejln2 kot.huhu sha plak da balek agy r kn ta besh....uhuhu buhsan buhsan sgt! pd smue yg tlh merosak kn hidop aq n skrg na lk crik aq balek ta pyah la oke..aq ta perlu smue tuh...i'l be happy if u guy's stay away from me..out of my life oke..aq da oke so jgn kco2 aq agy oke..heee..n a wt pe rini e,unline jer r nmpknye..............

xam dan kemalsan.

yah yah xam just around de corner but me smkn mls..wtf lh kn..cmne nhe..

pleaz help me cannot be like this la..kne rajen..mid term ok..pentink...pointer mesty nek oke bell..

u must not b lazy k..jgn mls bell oke..np la mls sgt na bkk buku pn..dah la subject ssh this sem..

lg mau men lg mau mls ...somebody pleaz nekkn smgt stady aq..god help me!!!.huhuhuhuh

hangout wit them my sygs sygsness!

whu cute we oll lh kn sygs!heee

our fav thing to do blive me!

born 2 be styler haha

paparazi oll around us!heee

rawkstar babeyh!hehee

yah i knoe im short so wht>?haha

gurlfrens sygs!

my gile2 sygs

4 of us~

lov tht hat!

muncung2

heeee shopink lh i gues.ahha

cm artis kn?haha

the gossip girl

rawkstar babeyh!hee

pose lh kn

afte doin my rebond de next day me n my gurlfrens hangout..5 of us!.me,dida.sha,fafa n also tkay.!we were doin all de GILE GILE stuff together..yah i really loves 2 hang wif them..there no limit in crazeeness wit themm.!haha n we have some phootoshot..yaws gurlfrens u gals make me rawk tht day n cheer me up ! tenks 2 oll my sygs sygs!

people!

hey i wonder y lh kn?y oh y?i didn't do anything wrong but tell me if i did..then just tell me wht it is..?dun keep me guessing wht i did..at least tell me what the prob is?y ..hey just ignore me like tht?i dun knoe wht i did wrong..just tell me wht and so i knoe wht it is...people oh people y? ..people just can't be perfect and yes im not perfect!..so?at least pleaz understand tht it is me here..i am me..i did try to pleaz oll of u..but sometimes i make mistake! like u guys didn't?!hello im tryin 2 be better here so can u pleaz respect me?!huh god oh god pleaz tell me wht to do with oll this people!..i just dun understand them..hermm..ryte now i just wanna do my own stuff did't care about other animore!

2009 it's over n here comes 2010

2009 is over n here comes 2010..i still can't belive tht 2009 is over!gosh time move faster now..fuh 2009 pye wish or wht is called hajat lom agy tercapai apkn lg na ad azam brue..tp aq ad jer azm brue hehe ..azm brue aq searching...yeah seaching fer some1 whu could cheer me up...well since aq da lme single aq rse sunyi gk kekadunk tuh..i wanna feel de love again but this time i want to feel de real love !and i really mean it this time..dun wanna feel a fake dump love again ..dun want to hurt animore.i still have the hole in my heart but it's get better each n everyday..hopefully i'll find tht prince chanrming..if not i'll just be where i used 2! me appy single gal heee..tenks 2 my frens they cheer me up...when im feeling down they r here bside me..tenks a lot u guys..2009 bring a lot of tears n cheer fer me..fer de tears i'll 4get about it..n fer de cheers i be appy n grateful..yeah welkoming 2010 rtye now.hee..n also can't belive im 2oth now!gosh feel like old already..fuh not 9teen animore but 20th!not officially 20th but on 20th march is official im 20th but logically la im 20th now !wow need 2 change my attitude la im so like childish..my frens always said it!hee hopefuly this year everything gonna be great n fun also cheerful:)